My future is nothing but dark
I don't care anymore
Dreams,
How do I find them?
Please tell me
I thought I was being good
I had perfect attendance at school
I worked hard at club activities too
My test scores weren't too bad either
But the blindfold is too tight, it won't come off
Don't look down on me with your frantic attitude
It's annoying
It's so bright how you're chasing after something
I'll just rot away like this at the very bottom of society
My vague life will just pass away
Even my tears have withered away
I had lots of dreams when I was little
I wanted to become a patissier
A sports player didn't seem bad either
Remember the long past
They're all just "if I were to choose"
I didn't do anything special for them
Because they're "dreams"
I'd lived a life without any hardships
So I just believed without any doubts
Dreams,
How can I talk about them?
Please tell me
I thought I was being good
"Compared Child"
I listen to it but there's no point
She's more successful, even while being "inferior"
The blindfold is too tight, it won't come off
Don't look down on me with your earnestness
It's annoying
I'm so jealous of how you talk with passion
I'll just rot away like this at the very bottom of society
I'll jump in, dumbfounded
Even my tears have withered away
I was praised a lot when I was little
They all expected a lot from my future
I got New Years money and presents
I wish that could go on forever
But the numbers of them so obviously go down
And then, it's normal to not get anything at all
It's all like a dream
But still, I lived a life without any hardships
So I believed, without any doubts
My future is nothing but dark
I don't care anymore
Dreams,
How do I find them?
Please tell me
I was being good, you know!?
I became an "adult" without problems
I've done what I've been told to do
My looks aren't especially good
I've lived a mediocre life
Don't look down on me with your frantic attitude
It's annoying
I hate your happy-sounding voice
I'll just rot away like this at the very bottom of society
My vague life will just pass away
Even my tears have withered away
They've withered away