This is the worst. This is horrible.
It's all on you guys
Can you stop giving birth to me when I didn't even ask to be in the first place?
It would have been much easier if I wasn't here from the start
But nevertheless, It's all on you guys
For those of us who don't have a place we belong in,
These are our days of fighting back
I don't even know the answer to what love is but,
If I'm having fun right now, that's all that matters, right?
I didn't have any connections to the initial members of this city but,
I found out about them from watching the news videos every night
I've heard there were unhappy children like me,
who were spending their time here
Affording a uniform with the little pocket money that I had,
as well as lots of affordable blades and over-the-counter drugs
If I've put them in my school bag,
Well, it's time to go
Longing is...
Something that, the more you make it worse,
the more it eats you up
I have to make money today as well
I'm a bargain, so come back more often will you?
Even if you give me money
You're...
Even if you give me money You're... You're...
not seeing eye-to-eye with me
The thing is,
I knew all about it
Because, you see,
The number of wounds have been increasing
Even today, even tomorrow, I'll just cut myself
Both my body and my heart are in pieces
But, I'm alive, so that's why,
I don't care who you are
It doesn't matter if it's a lie,
just please appreciate me?
This is my last chance to get away
Even if it's a dream, I don't care
Let's just keep holding hands
I don't even know the true meaning of love but,
If I'm having fun right now, that's all that matters, right?
Because, you see,
Even my life expectancy has been decreasing
My value, How much would it be now?
I wonder how long I could keep living in this city
It's funny how time flies by,
that other girl is gone too
This is my last chance to get away
If this goes any further,
I think I'll end up saying BYE BYE to this world
This is the worst. This is horrible.
It's all on you guys
I'll never forgive you until the day I die, so can you stop calling me?
It would have been much easier if I could have chosen from the start
But nevertheless, It's all on you guys
For those of us who don't have a place we belong in,
These are our days of fighting back ...
... or so it would have been
Even if I fool myself with the numbers of other people,
I couldn't fill this heart up
Now I'm starting to ask and shout out,
for a love that I don't even remember grasping
Is there no way that I could be happy in this city?
The outside world scares me
This is the only place I'm allowed to be in
Ah, I don't even have anywhere to go anymore!
Just like that, for the rest of my life, I'm living at a dead end
Ah,
Even hopelessness
and disappointment,
They're long gone
For a body without wings like mine,
I've been told that hell is a good place for me
Someone's laughter is making my ears hurt
You should enjoy the moment now at its fullest, okay?
This whole country would end in the future
So let me be rough now, as much as I can
Because you see, in the near future, we'll just perish.
TUYU - Under Kids