Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already.
Because I don’t even have a single dream anyway.
TUYU - Hide and Seek Alone
Everything can always be replaced, right?
Even I’ve become such a scrap
Being in this state,
I got discarded just like that
Even the new environment isn’t coming,
In a scenery that remains unchanged,
I’ve been looking at the same flower all along,
That withered flower.
You, a worldly-wise figure,
You, a worldly-wise figure, are glorious,
Unlike me, who have always made mistakes.
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already.
Because I’ll just be a nuisance
And only cause you more troubles.
I'm sick of hearing any words of salvation,
So I just cover my ears.
Falling along with scattering petals,
I just want to live in peace.
I’ve been playing hide-and-seek alone all along.
No matter how much I can complain
There's nothing beyond that
Even breaking this negative chain,
Isn't there any other hobbies I have?
I know it’s a bad thing to my eyes,
But I won’t feel better unless I see it.
That's why I'm watching the rain that never stops,
That dirty never-ending rain.
You, an excellent risk taker,
You, an excellent risk taker, are strong
As for me, who has only stayed in comfort zone,
As for me, who has only stayed in comfort zone, it’s impossible.
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already.
The rain is falling and dancing in its own way,
Ruining my precious notebook.
That little scream I wrote down from the bottom of my heart
Disappeared in the dull sky,
And became one with the lightning.
I’ve been playing hide-and-seek alone all along.
Don't look for me,
Please don't call out to me,
Don't find me, just leave things as it is
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already.
Because I don’t even have a single dream anyway.
Because I don’t deserve to laugh anyway.
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already.
Even if I were reborn, the afterlife and beyond
Would go all wrong.
I'm sick of hearing any words of salvation,
So I just cover my ears.
At least I want to become a beautiful flower
Before to be picked
I’ve been playing hide-and-seek alone all along.
(Don't look for me)
(Please don't call out to me)
(Don't find me)